So today I had to cut ties with someone who I thought I was close with. They turned on me. I am feeling kind of down over it and wishing I could have found a way to fix it. Yet I feel very thankful that I know J is by my side. I was thinking about all the people I have lost in my life and how before DD I worried if he would be just another one who I would lose yet now in my submission, in the moment of my greatest weakness I feel more secure then any other time.
Why is that? Why is it that turning my will over to his allows me to feel so secure?
