I realized a few days ago that I want to just give it all to him. I know longer want to try and get my way but I want to just give up and rest in his care and protection. Now I know this is easy to write but far harder to live out when the day to day life intrudes.
I go back to work on Monday and I am just praying that I will be able to hild on to this desire through getting the kids to school, working all day, coming home to take care of a family at night. I just feel like the life we have built together sometimes interfers to much in my desire to be with him.
