So this is my first time doing a blog. So I will just take some time to introduce myself. My name is C and I have been with my husband J for 5 years. It is a second marriage for both of us but will be our last. From the beginning we talked about submission but it was so much easier to just talk then to put it into practice. A few months ago we decided to take the plunge and begin a full fledge CDD relationship. Since then the changes have been dramatic. Yes he has spanked me and yes it has hurt and I have cried, this is in a way secondary to the way our relationship has grown.
Before this I was unsecure in our relationship, worried that he was going to leave. I felt alone and scared. Now please don’t get me wrong I still loved him but did not feel special to him. He was distant and unconnected. Now when he feels disrespected or is upset with my behavior we handle it and we put it behind us. I now have no doubt how much he loves me and that I am the most important thing in his life. He takes time to talk to me and to listen. Plus I make sure he feels respected.
The reason that I have been asked to start this blog is that we want to share what we have found. I am not here to debate my lifestyle and our choice. I am a strong, intelligent, very successful woman. I am not weak willed, abused, brainwashed or part of a cult. I choose to submit to his discipline and leadership because I believe that is what the Bible says. Not because I am weaker or in any way less.
I have no idea how often I will post. I just want to share our journey both good and bad
